All misunderstand their material and fear a thread-puller
will come for them soon, a denuder. All live together
lonely on an outline-only continent, eat angora goat,
and fear each other. “Who will move me off the map?”
they worry, and speak warily to each other, hiding
loose ends as well as they can.
Naked Crusoe wants the whole world naked,
the too-long grass believes; he knows I am lawn
and he knows I am lisle and he’ll take my end and tug,
he will tie me to his pinky and go running to the water.
The idea eats and eats at him, he grows more and more
abstracted, and all the while angora goats attack
his good knot with the help of their teeth. Crusoe,
gone nine hundred days, has reason to doubt
his realism: he stands at the edge of shore and knows
he does not exist in the world at all, but lives in a scene
on an old man’s shirt, he rises from the water and sees
he is not naked but wearing wet skins. I am the first
novel in English, he knows, my spine is three fat
stitches, I feel dagger footnotes up and down.
He confesses this to the silverback, who visits for lessons
in joined-up writing, bearing lettuces huge with big-vein
virus. Crusoe crushes the water into his mouth; inside,
it splits and flows and closes around what he privately
calls his Canaries. “Begin,” says Crusoe, and spreads
his materials: no pens and no paper, only needlepoint
hoops and picked-apart clothes, which the silverback
imagines badly: a tall tweed shadow that stood behind
or spread below him.
“Sign your name,” says Crusoe. “That is, sign mine.”
The silverback sails in, is defeated by a vowel, and attempts
to pick out his stitch. Naked Crusoe feels a raveling. Naked
Crusoe, hands jammed in his pockets, feels his two fists slip out
and enter the world. “Fight me like a man,” he screams, and feels
the snarls of his handprints untwist. The silverback sits at the desk
and unsews as fast as he can. The grass stares in every window;
beyond the grass, the sea. Crusoe seizes the needle and writes
home to himself. Crusoe cries to his rapidly rising hem,
“Shore, I am swimming back to you!”
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